Today was great but hectic. Last year when my friends used to read Nancy Drew mysteries , i thought they were lame, but today when i had lot of free time i had no other choice but to read the Nancy Drew Case file #8 Two Points To Murder. and My god i loved it. Nancy is just wonderful. Half my class has gone on their school trip and will be back only by 9th or 10th of this month. It wouldn't generally bother me but since all my friends are on the trip i feel lonely. I started liking someone i never thought i would bring myself to like. I used to think that she was a hideous bitch, in fact everyone does, but when i got to know her it was kind of different. Maybe i was being judgmental.

   There is something i need to confess, hats off for the people who are popular and manage to stay that way. when you are doing great people look up to you and admire you. You start hearing your name all around you. You pretend to be modest while you actually soak up all the praise. What you fail to notice is that people start looking at you as an epitome of perfection. One small mishap and that's it, they just blow it out of proportion. Its after all human to error why don't they understand that. The worst part is they try to probe your case further and when they don't get what they want you start receiving an entirely different treatment.

   The most awful thing about this is that you feel guilty, depressed and disappointed with yourself. You feel pushed to the point that you give up whatever you are doing and lose interest.

   This is whats happening to me and i don't know how well i am coping. I am uninspired, lonely and lost, waiting to be rescued. Science is my passion but all this pressure on me and all these expectations other have about me are just making me hate it as much as i used to love it.

 I AM CLUELESS !... the only thing that comes to my mind is the high school musical song "SCREAM".

I hope you too like this song.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTSqRVIwjBs

Good bye!! and until tomorrow.