I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH MY COMPUTER!!!!

I think i love my computer. To begin with its not judgemental, it always listens to me. It actually gives me what i want. It makes my life easy and worthwhile. 

   Today is my day off from school. Not that i hate going to school, but i haven't had a holiday in like a month, so its finally good to have one.

    Everybody has things they have to do before they die, but these things are totally different from the things they want to do before they die. In a matter of 5 years or more i will absolutely forget all the fun things i want to do and indulge in a very monotonous existence after entering adulthood. So before this can catch up with me i want to put all my dreams as a teenager into my Blog so that when i look at it later, By later i mean way later, i would realize what sort of person i was when i was a teen, and maybe chase after a few of them.

Things i want to do before i die !!!

• Learn all the European languages.
• Stand on top of the Eiffel tower and shout out "I LOVE PARIS".
• Participate in the Venice Mask festival.
• Hitch hike to a unknown destination.
• Participate in a Cosplay as My favourite "ANIME" character.
• Play poker in a LasVegas Casino. Stay in Las Vegas and party for over a month.
• Take a stroll in Hollywood boulevard.
• Try every possible cuisine in the world.
• Ride the latest, coolest, Fastest Bike on full throttle on a high way. 
• Sky Dive. Participate in all types of adventure sports.
• Jump from a 100 storey building and survive the fall with very negligible injuries.
• Shop till i drop on Oxford street, london.
• Learn to Bake cakes. Bake a cake that looks like "wonderland"
• Solve a Mystery.
• Get locked up in a Haunted house.
• Collect all Inuyasha and Card Captor Sakura comics and Anime DvD's
• Drive into a tornado or hurricane.
• Visit every major city in the world.
• Catch a snake with my bare hands.
• Go on a jungle safari.
• Sail in all the oceans of the world.
• Meet real aliens.

I know some of these are unreal and impossible, But i could try.

Anyway

"Anything is possible if you want it bad enough "                                          - By Inuyasha

                                

 

     My luck has officially deserted me. Chemistry hates me and the funny thing is i thought i would be really good at it. I accidentally poured concentrated sulfuric acid on my finger and it has turned yellow, which absolutely sucks. The only notable reward i got today was another Nancy Drew Case file #152.

    Maybe bad things are happening to me because i get depressed easily. So looking at the bright side, i am happy that i did not get run over by a truck, fall of a bridge and drown or get kidnapped.

   Today my mood is really good compared to yesterday, i had a great time with friends. But as usual had huge arguments with my siblings. Maybe i should call them The Blair witch and The colossal bitch. I have to take desperate measures to win these arguments, even then my mom (their guardian angel) always rescues them. I don't think i hate my siblings. No one can hate their family. These arguments actually give life a twist.

  I think i am improving. During my tenth grade i was a straight A student and just entering eleventh grade i was a disaster, but now i am getting into the vibe and i am OK. One of my good friends is on a holiday and i miss him.

   It really amazes me how boys are so united compared to girls. Boys fight a lot but the next moment they overcome their differences. But all that girls do is hold grudges.
 
   I am a huge super hero fan. Thor, Iron Man, Black Widow, Iron fist, Mrs Marvel, Hulk, and etc. I just adore them. So i cant wait for THOR 2 to release and cant wait for Avengers 2 either. Even though i clearly understand i am not in a position to watch movies, I cant get a hold on myself when it comes to Super hero's and the supernaturals.
   I have tried seances many times with no success but i will not stop trying until i contact the other world. Its my hobby to hunt the supernatural. Huge fan of Vamps too.
Gotta run!! Good Bye!!

   Today was great but hectic. Last year when my friends used to read Nancy Drew mysteries , i thought they were lame, but today when i had lot of free time i had no other choice but to read the Nancy Drew Case file #8 Two Points To Murder. and My god i loved it. Nancy is just wonderful. Half my class has gone on their school trip and will be back only by 9th or 10th of this month. It wouldn't generally bother me but since all my friends are on the trip i feel lonely. I started liking someone i never thought i would bring myself to like. I used to think that she was a hideous bitch, in fact everyone does, but when i got to know her it was kind of different. Maybe i was being judgmental.

   There is something i need to confess, hats off for the people who are popular and manage to stay that way. when you are doing great people look up to you and admire you. You start hearing your name all around you. You pretend to be modest while you actually soak up all the praise. What you fail to notice is that people start looking at you as an epitome of perfection. One small mishap and that's it, they just blow it out of proportion. Its after all human to error why don't they understand that. The worst part is they try to probe your case further and when they don't get what they want you start receiving an entirely different treatment.

   The most awful thing about this is that you feel guilty, depressed and disappointed with yourself. You feel pushed to the point that you give up whatever you are doing and lose interest.

   This is whats happening to me and i don't know how well i am coping. I am uninspired, lonely and lost, waiting to be rescued. Science is my passion but all this pressure on me and all these expectations other have about me are just making me hate it as much as i used to love it.

 I AM CLUELESS !... the only thing that comes to my mind is the high school musical song "SCREAM".

I hope you too like this song.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTSqRVIwjBs

Good bye!! and until tomorrow.

             Wow! i Have always wanted to maintain a blog, but did not have the guts to do it until now. I have no idea what possessed me to do this but i did it and I am really happy about it. I like to think that maybe i decided i should blog because there were just so many things i want to express and very few people who would actually bother to listen to me. I have so much inside of me that i wish i could just pour out but something or the other would stop me. But when i am blogging i just feel like i don't have to be afraid of anything. i can just go ahead and be me finally.so here's to everyone out there who started a blog so they can be themselves.